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[catatonic_17]

why am I so undisciplined? I never thought maintaining a journal could be so challenging. It's not that I am too busy with other things, its just I'm not doing anything that I have nothing to write about. sigh~

So what have I been up to?
* preparing (or trying to) for the third batch of Women's Encounter at church

* preparing for the coming school year (clearing my hard disc of distractions)

* coping with my super delayed and piled up Bible reading

 

wahh. I am really anxious about what's ahead of me, but this morning's devo reminds me that:

 

"Anxiety makes us doubt God's lovingkindness thus our love for Him grows cold; we feel mistrust and thus grieve the Holy Spirit of God, so that our prayers become hindered, our consistent example marred, and our life one of self-seeking." (Charles Spurgeon)
 

All that just because of a little anxious thought. Lord, please help me to become fully dependent on you without being complacent or lackadaisical. Help me to depend on your wisdom. Thank you Lord for new opportunities to testify about your grace and mercy!

 

~ I should really write more often. and regularly. Devo insight entries sound good!